Sook keng ned Help!!!

reflection about myself

2010-02-20T06:44:00.000-08:00

i took a quiz on facebook today... is about my own personality and i think is quite accurate since it really give me reflect about myself... so there's the result goes~~

Dear Sook Keng, below are your Personality Tests result:

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
( honestly, i think i'm mature compare to my ages.. sometimes i may some misbehavior but i still
can managed to think realistic..

Your view on yourself:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are down-to-earth

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :People like you because you are so straightforward

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both si
( i admit it.. sometimes, i just cann't stop myself for being brainless...)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are a true romantic

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :When you are in love

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You will do anything

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Everything to keep your love true
( unfortunately, i was thinking to not getting married... hahaha)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that p erson

The seriousness of your love:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :So you will find yourself with plenty of dates
( NAH~~ i'm 16 but still haven't got my date before... hahaha)

Your views on education:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Education is very important in life

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You want to study hard

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Learn as much as you can
(it's depent how much that i love that things and how much that i put effort on it)

The right job for you:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You have many goals

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Want to achieve as much as you can

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable e
( ya... i just love to do those kind of jobs that needs a lot of brain thinking.. how could a person sitting there and working from 9 -5 with those boring paper works)

How do you view success:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Nothing will stop you from trying
( this is not confident... it's call scare to face the failure... i'm the person who hard to face the wrod FAIL~~~)

What are you most afraid of:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Independence is important to you

( seriously, i really need a real bff... that will really will be there whenever i want.. still trying my best to looking for...)

happy cny

2010-02-17T02:05:00.000-08:00

sorry for the late wishes... happy chinese new year to all of you and happy holidays too...
is been a long moment that what i post.. i was kinda lazy and this wasn't reason for me to blame on... it because i have nothing to post about other than crapping like what i'm doing currently...

well... sometimes i would like to post something unique that happen on me... but when i face on the computer... i have nothing to write on...exhausted...

gathering party at bbq is going on 2moro.... before that... we will go bb place for a visit...hope everything go by schedule...

currently, i'm catching on a movie call 'you're beautiful'.. guess what??? i' have been watching it for more than 3 times and yet i still doesn't feel any bored on this movie... here goes the story.. a girl helped her brother to become a singer when her brother is somewhere in U.S for opperation... then her life began with 3 others famous singers in korea. blabla bla bla~~~

oh ya.. i haven't even start my homework after so many days of holidays... before that... i had promise myself to start on before cny.. but i just can't keep that promise.. things happening are keeping on make a mess on my mind and is help me to away from my promise... lame reason...

suday

2010-01-24T02:53:00.000-08:00

this is the day that i wish it will every stay...

i'm free of nagging by teacher and try to told me that this year is not a honeymoon year
i free for not doing homework in class
i'm free for waking up 12 in the afternoon
i'm free onlining the whole afternoon..
i'm free for rushing tuition here and there after school
i'm free for everything on SUNDAY..

and i will be free for everyday after my stupid SPM..

no more worries...
no more tears...
no more suffer..
no more stress..
no more nagging...
no moreeverythings

week~~

2010-01-16T05:23:00.000-08:00

a week just go off like that.. when i recall back.. i realize i have really done nothing at all...
yah.. i was wondering why my class got those teachers cause as far as i know.. those teachers usually taught those good class like 5s5??? and the reason that i can find to lie myself is because there are pretty TSK here~~ hahaha~~

moving on...
house practice in school are going schedule go off a mess... i have to skip my maths tuition for the sake of not washing toilet in school... and i don't really did anything or getting a MARK for my house actually.. i was just like apathetic those teacher as those teachers were trying hard to teach us technique to score marks... oh well... sport isin't a easy task for me as i'm kinda of weak~~ hahaha....

let's me ask you a question.. why do we need tuition?? for the sake of following others people or more understanding to the subject?? both neither.. and why do those GOOD tuition centers are crowded with people that are coming for the sake of gathering with friends?? ya.. seriously.. i wish i can have i private teachers... at least i can have more space to seat and BREATH~~~

someone make me feel like slapping he or she...ya... so what... if you think you are more than me.. come and take the place... if not please don't ACT there... i'm going do my homework maybe afterward or tomorrow.. cause currently... i'm out of strength.....

horrible tuition week~~

2010-01-09T19:18:00.000-08:00

ya... accept it.. i will slowly become the next cch for being a full time tuition student... tuitions are everyday and i don't even get what the point of going tuition!!! okay.. at least i think my studies will BE improve if i get tuition more.. so do what cch did...

thinking of going tuition for every subject but it seems like impossible to me because i'm done with my timetable now~~ ya... cch is still in the same class with me... ONCE again... SAME~~ seriously... having myself is really not a big deal for me as long i get use myself in it and try to pay attention in class.. i still can get good result... right?? and slowly i will start to love my class like what i did for last few year... but i'm sitting with cch for this year because the LA has booked her... nevermind... is not a big deal for me... but the most frustrated part is i'm sitting with someone that i doesn't know well... oh right.. tsk just accept this fact...

when to parade with cch yesterday.. i finally bought a slippers as her birthday present... ya.. she choose purple and nt PINK!!! haha... and i still brought her to the shop for some girlish window shopping instead of going body glove and buy her favorite surf pants... she tried some dress.. seriously.. it really look nice on you but yet when you are putting the dress on you... it looks like you are having some horrible war with it because you don't even know how to wear... hahaha~~~ here are the overall pic that i combine into one

izi't she CUTE???

wednesday

2010-01-06T03:30:00.000-08:00

sitting at the hall for three days were about to bring me to the HELL soon...
and ya.. sittin' for those stupid crap talk and make me want to jump from the balcony.. and yet teachers are walking here and there to make sure we are nt crapping around too LOUD~~ acting that AMC teachers are responsible teachers or trying nt to spoil our school GOOD name?? ya.. who cares.. they are kind lame!!!!

moving on~~

went to tuition for physic today... we went late because we thought it start on 3 but actually is NOT~~ ya.. we all were like trying to dig a hole from the ground to hide our face... i still even heard someone say: 'all band GEH~~' so what??? band cann't be LATE ah?>???? ya.... audrey yeap and barbi phang are seriously going to dead because of physic... it was really tough but i managed to get myself into the situation.. the two bb were like looking at us and giving a weird expression and try to tell that they don't UND at all~~ nevermind... gambateh two to of YOU!! hahaha~~~

we are going to leave the hall tomorrow and we will be separate... lou gu tell me that we should tell pn chen that we want to be together and she force me to be PUNCTUAL for schoool tomorrow.. chemic tomorrow... i still haven't call the teacher for the place!! HAHAHAHA

2010

2009-12-30T06:24:00.001-08:00

2010 is almost there and 2009 is almost end.. after such a long year.. when i refresh back what i did for such a long year...i only realize that i had done nothing at all except crapping around and wasting my time... i gt a bad result for pmr.. i had not really done any big deal in band this year.. i had not really pay much effort on anything and everything.. okay fine.. everything is over.. stop regretting and start a new life for myself in 2010.. well i hope i really don't did the stupid things that i did for this year... you know.. i'm that kind of ppl who doesn't love to use brain and that what people call brainless~~~

i hope i can reall improve in my studies, at least be more focus on class and takes more tuition~~
i hope i can get up all my lazy buds and be more responsible in everything~~
i hope i can stop be talkative, although sometimes i really cann't control myself~~
i hope i can be more improve in my trumpet, oh well~~
i guess i know my standard are bad~~~
i hope i can save some money and go for a trip with FRIENDS since my mum said she ain't go to pay any money for me~~
i hope i can own a guinea pig, my mum said it is very bacteria.. so is a big NO~~
i hope i can take more time with my family~~
i hope grandma can get well SOON~~
i hope my teacher won't call me take any piano exam~~
i HOPE FOR WHAT I HOPE FOR~~~

at last... let's spend our last day of 2009 with GAY moody at least you won't regret for your ownself and 2009 won't come anyMORE~~

tired

2009-12-26T07:59:00.001-08:00

i'm tired tired and tired...
currently just want to pass by since i haven't post anythings for so long...

hahahaha

po camp

2009-12-22T23:37:00.001-08:00

ya.. overall... is tired like hell.. sleeping at the middle of the night and wake up before the sunrise... phew~~~~ long journey camp.. okay at least for the sake of form 5.. is okay...

still remember the 1st day of camp.. we are on the way to kl... everyone was like talking here and there around the bus... and surprisingly.. huiyun don't even sleep on the way to kl...using around 4 hrs to kl.. can you imagine how slow is the bus.. nevermind... we had some window shopping at sunway... yian theng was horrible..she was like buying those clothes for non-stop... how shock~~~ we watch klwmbc final and it end up around 11smtg... and we slept at 3smtg in the midnight without taking anay bath....

moving on....

i still didn't bath at the yesterday because i was going to babi house to take a long bath.... ya.. seriously... learning latin so much better than marching there for 6 hours... ya.. the chamber part is still a BIG NO for me... nevermind..

po was one monday.. we wake up as usual and we start to prepare everything... washing chairs cleaning the stage and hall... phew... is was really tired yet we are still rehersaling at around 5 and the show are about the began.... take presents from lou gu's house... rushing here and there... overall everything was good during the po except my stupid chamber group.. i mean it just ME.. don't think about others.. kay?? barbecue and game start really late due to the sharing has take a long time to go on.... the game was quite sucess without someone disturbing... lau karmun didn't slept for the day because she was bbq for the whole night till the next morning...

farewell was one tuesday... everythings seems a bit weird but nvm.... it still a great moment and eveyone enjoy it.. hahahaha~~~

at last.... i will like to say a big THANK YOU to all the form 5 for sacrifice your 5 years time in band and till the last moment.. and i didn't cry this year... as usual~~~~ BL:EK~~~~

tired

2009-12-18T02:20:00.000-08:00

seriously... i'm tired!!!!!

random

2009-12-15T07:02:00.000-08:00

grandma has no any changes from the day she went into the condition SICK!!! her hear beats is still uneven...ya... but.. i think she at least is better from that day i saw her...

feeling tired when you are rushing here to here and chasing the time and hope so it will go faster... between skol and hospital... arghhh~~~

chasing time to see my grandma..
chasing time to entertain my relatives and friends..
chasing time to school...
chasing time to sleep
chasing time to online
chasing time to finished my book

how i wish i could stop the time for a few second.. yet everything just go off and i don't even complete a task...

i miss some chances to see my grandma due to the stupid nurse
i miss the time when i suppose to sleep
i miss the time to online
i cann't even finished my book

seriously, i hate those selfish and cruel people.. cann' t they just think for the others.. keep queit doesn't really i don't care yet you wan to test my patient and testing my limit.... get off... i already make a deal with myself.. if you don't rule my life.. i will give a way to go..if not.. i rather make both of us get off and don't even wan to make any benefit to you... and i MEAN it... and i'm not joking at all... and stop talking behind of me... stand in front of me and tell me... bull shit...!!!!

grandma

2009-12-12T07:19:00.000-08:00

grandma isn't getting any better from yesterday... my mum has explained many times to my relatives about my grandma's situation.. and hope everyone can accept if anythings happen.. but i still hope she will get well.. grandma.. i strongly belive you can get through this.. be strong!!!!!!

stop talking about that.. is going to make my emotion unstable... went to meeting again.. audrey yeap.. i have to tell you.. i at least did something more than you.. blek XP... hahaha... dicussing about smtg event on farewell that day.. haiz.. but i think i quite tough too sucess because everyone is seem like snake out of grass.. cann't really get what really happening or they don't even wan to bother about it.. never-mind.. i don't care... whatever....

at last.. i still hope my grandma can get well and farewell can be successful....

war

2009-12-10T19:17:00.000-08:00

i got a strong feeling.. that war going to be happen soon... i don't know what wrong between those people in my house....
ya alright.. just shut up... stop arguing here and there... doesn't you feel bored??? you all say you are not mind at all but yet why are you still saying here and there and finding a reason to let the problem getting more bigger..
you were like putting some woods, cloth, or even acid in the fire to make it more bigger....
and we are a family.. isin't???
arguing isn't a way to help to solve the problem.. it just will go more bigger than you thought...
cann't you just walk one step behind and put some more patient and not trying to say who wrong or bad????
we must hold on together if we want to settle down everything in peacefully or else... everythings will just go off like this

popo

2009-12-10T05:12:00.000-08:00

popo went to hospital.. stroke. hope she can get well soon.. she currently still in ICU.. may god bless her... please~~~

stupid

2009-12-08T06:07:00.000-08:00

my dad is stupid.. he took the wireless phone and the internet modem without my knowledge..
i know this is because of yesterday stuff again...
he is blaming on me for everything and anything.. whatever.. who cares?? continue my story 1st... and when he went out for don't know what... i start to search the house all over around to look for them.. at 1st i cann't even found them but yet you know what happen.. finally my mind wake up.. and i go to the wireless phone's charger there and press search... the phone ring.. and i found it.. and dad is putting the modem beside the phone... haha.. waht a stupid idea..
remember you havc a SMART daughter.. try to think some good idea to hide those things...

black cloth

2009-12-05T22:32:00.000-08:00

searching for that.. did anyone of you know where to buy it?? i need i seriously!!!!

currently reading it.. quite nice.. but sometimes is a bit bored.. is talk about a girl name heather years 30.. she says what she wish for... somethings that realistic and not like those day dream wishes... looking up for more books to fill up my bored holidays life~~~~

2009-12-05T02:25:00.001-08:00

双子座

双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。
>> > 　　>> > 　　　　笑>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。
>> > 　　>> > 　　　　爱>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：>> >>> > 　　双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗？双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。
>> > 　　>> > 　　　　坚强>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎，是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向>> >>> > 　　星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。
>> > 　　>> > 　　　　人际>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。
>> > 　　>> > 　　　　朋友>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦！因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。
>> > 　　>> > 　　　　执着>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。
>> > 　　>> > 　　　　自尊>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界> 　
　>> > 　　　　分享>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去。>> 和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。
>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧？因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。>> > 　

random

2009-12-02T06:25:00.000-08:00

doesn't feel like want to talk any random facts that happen on today.. everyday just go as usual like everday did... but i'm seriously bored with my life and i NEED a vacation.... oh my.. can someone bring me out of this stupid place before i get mad.. freak out!!!!!! oh ya... i'm going to school again for tomorrow meeting again.. argggggg~~~~ tons of job still in the half way...

countdown for the freedom day of jail life

2009-12-01T06:57:00.000-08:00

i was suppose be having a sweet dream or nightmare with someone.. is almost 11 and yet i'm still here.. meeting will be having 2moro.. tons of job still haven't been done... hope at least i can finished my slideshow by tommorow... thank god... please don't forget to bring my pendrive... having tuition today.. cch says she might change the maths tuition due to someone's opinions.. please do not simply trust other people's opinion without thinking twice.. haha~~~

ATENTION : i"m officially now finding for tuition

•add maths(done)
•more maths(done)
•chemistry(done)
•physic
•BIO
•BM
•BI

please find me if you have any good place to go....
____________________________/\__________/\/\____/\_______

time to bed...
ZZzzZZZzzzZZZ

audrey yeap

2009-11-30T06:15:00.000-08:00

audrey yeap is going BAli 2moro...
remember buy me some mee cup for me.. hahaha..

2nd actually this post is specially for audrey yeap too.. for saying me not blogging for so long...
actually i'm started to feel bored with this blog and i was thinking... should i delete it???? nevermind maybe i will just leave it aside like how i does this to friendster...

had our meeting once again.. everyone was busy with their own job... yet i was like hanging there and here and yet still cann't squeeze into their situation.. what the heck... okay.. just blame it on me.. i was really making trouble to them instead of helping.. haha~~~ my drawing skill and sticking skill are terrible.. for an example : ashlee uses 5 min to finsih two papers and yet i just finished one.. and still she is doing nicer and neatly than ME~~~

having another meeting on wednesday.. please remember me to bring my dear PENDRIVE.. if not lim pei is really going to chop offf my head and tan jia yin will chase along me.. wewewewe~~~

thinking to change my skins for thousand years but i still haven't find a good one..

HEHE!~~~

smile

2009-11-27T04:27:00.000-08:00

笑其实可以很简单

that the simple things that can make your life happier

back...

2009-11-27T03:38:00.000-08:00

BACK!!!! BACK !!!! BACK!!!!

i was having a lot of fun for these few days yet i"m lazy to describe how FUN it was...
and till there a bad news... I"M SICK.. serious gastric has come to me again ant yet it still haven"t cure fully... oh well.. i think skipping lunch for one day isn't a good idea for me.. and it made me sick on the most important day... sad~~~~

photo will be upload by lim pei soon... and i will be upload in here after she had upload it to FACEBOOK!!!!! seems like everyone was going for vocation.... i hate my parent for always busy to work....

audrey going to BALI!!!!
ashlee and carine going to KOREA
cch maybe going to CAMERON
lou gu going to SINGAPORE
tan jia yin went to PINANG
tsk going to DREAM!!!!!!!

arranging farewell things is really a tough stuff... especially it talk about doing art stuff... OMG!!!! it"s like been ages that i didn't touch on it.. and yet.. when i was in primary school.. my mum or my maid usually help me finished those job.. and i HATE ART... haha... because i have a bad drawing no matter i went to how much art class... evil smile~~~~ so what i can do is help to make it more ugly!!!!!

ya... feeling quite tired although i slept for few hours today... hahaha...

2009-11-21T23:46:00.000-08:00

currently.. i have a few stuff to do on...

attend the meeting on monday~~~ we will dicuss a lot of things
hannnah and ida party~~~ confirm amount of people and the food stuff
help tan jia yin to check on those chicken wings prices...
buy some books for tuesday tuition
bath jacky
dinner with grandparent
slideshow~~ need to get some ugly pic...
watching the newest episode of Beyond The Realm Of Conscience
upload photo to audrey...

remind me cause i don"t even done one of them

dream

2009-11-20T06:28:00.000-08:00

when i was young i dreamed about a lot of things...

i dream to be a doctor
i dream to be a lawyer
i dream to be a model
i dream to be a pilot
i dream to be everything..

children are full of imagination.. so do i when i was young...
but for now... i only hope to spend my every single second with meaning... so that is will not have any regret... and human are greedy... they always one the best.. but they never realize.. the best was actually by your side....

praying

2009-11-20T01:03:00.000-08:00

cch was getting in trouble now...
something bad happening in her family....
remind for cch:" please do not eat the tickets buy yourself???"

pray hard for you...

i was wondering what happen to my pplive... it just cann"t download the latest series of Beyond the Ralm of Conscience.. shit.. i was like trying to refresh for over thousand times but yet i still showing the same result.. thinking of changing to ppstream.. but due to my dad opinion.. he says try avoid from downloading some software that contain virus.. my dad opinion was like command.. so we cann"t betray our "king"... *sight~~*

continue move on... i woke up around 10 smtg... wan i yell from upstairs.. i finally realize my mum has gone and i"m starving like never ate before.. oh.. force to cook by myself... T.T... when to backbones adjustment again.. doctor say is was getting better and i might take another X-ray on next year.. a big clap for myself for doing well....

22/11/09

2009-11-19T05:58:00.000-08:00

skol end 2moro.. the begin of holidays and the end of my form 3 life...*winks*
ya.. i gonna miss my classmates after we had same class for 3 years...T . T.. and seriously... i need to thank ms yau.. for teaching me a lot of lessons or moral values through the year...
and i have to thank all people who help me before.. thanks for tolerance me or help me for this year...
seriously, i really work very hard much more than the previous year... although i don"t know what kind of result i"m going to take for pmr... but at least i won"t regret for what i did...
although there are many anger things happen this year... but at least we learn to tolerance each others...
at last... i wish to say all of you..

good luck and good health...

for everything

farewell

2009-11-18T05:26:00.000-08:00

ya...stupid farewell is going to make me crazy soon...
attending the 1st meeting but yet i was like foolishing around cause since i don"t get anything out of it...
games and performance.. wah wah wah...
i was thinking... if all ppl was not high or the situation is cold until i"m going to freeze.. how we are going to react??? digging a hole to put or head in or continue to triple s

SYOK
SENDIRI
SAHAJA

nevermind.. hope everyone please give us response.. if not... we are going to dig 23holes at the soil....

show

2009-11-18T05:07:00.000-08:00

life is like a show... everyone plays a important role... without one person.. the show might not be as great as you expected...
in the show, some people maybe the main actor or actress but some maybe being aside forever.. being aside or main people isn"t that important.. because both of them are rely to each others to continue the show...
but as we know... we are the most important people in our life... without us, our show cann"t continue...
along the show, we need people to help us to make the story more interesting.. but we cann"t control how the story how to continue on.. but we can try our best for the every second you pass by... although if the end of the story is not what you expecting for.. but at least, you will be no regret.....

written by,
sook keng

random

2009-11-15T06:03:00.000-08:00

1st of all...

audrey.. i forgive you.. can you just don"t cry..
you know..
i"m scare when people cry in front of me

next.. 2012 movie was canceled.. don"t be surprise.. what i mean is i"m not manage to go.. ms gu suddenly cann't go.. so... i had to follow her.. T.T...

band practice is so not fun like the old days... everyone had a serious look... but nevermind.. i"m manage to keep my mouth shut and pretend serious.. and also.. teaching those juniors are going to make me vomit or faint soon... i guess you what i"m trying to tell you...

cut my hair.. not much changes... but at least it is no more thick hair for me.. hahaha~~~~

respect

2009-11-12T04:25:00.000-08:00

this is what my parent taught me when i was young..

respect others while you want respect from others

seriously..... you need to learn this... you are standing up there but yet non of us are respecting you.. so what is the meaning of be so high????

let me tell you something to remind you :

and we will only respect those who are worth to be respect and not those who are up there without any worth for our respect....

privacy

2009-11-11T18:22:00.000-08:00

HAVE YOU EVER HEAR OF THE WORD "PRIVACY"

and please.. mind your own business 1st before you say anythings bullshit... ya... so what...
i love write whatever i want and i love to say whatever i like because your know what??? i own myself and i can do whatever i like.. not like you... you don"t own a single part of yourself because you are a follower and you don"t deserve people for a respect... ya... i"m talking to YOU!!!!!!! stupid.. please open your ears and shut your mouth.... everything happen with a reason... do not blame on others to find a reason for your stupid attitude problem.. so what??? i admit that i have tons of attitude problem but i dare to say and i won"t talk about people while i"m its come to attitude... and yet.. don"T tell em that you don"t have any attitude problem...

i don"t wan to mean anyone..
if you think if you then is you...
only those who are will feel they are.

grandpa bufday

2009-11-07T23:57:00.000-08:00

finally... cousins and relatives are gone back to home sweet home..
i was a long week for me... hadn"t be a skipping school teenager for a week!!!!! and yet my grandpa"s birthday was on yesterday... ya... so let"s the event get start...

i was actually practicing non-stop for these few day due to the 71 anniversary... it was quite weird when i heard it was having on tuesday.. will someone come on that day??? i have really no idea about it...hope everything goes well on that day...

moving on... practice makes perfects... it seems like doesn"t suit when it use to influence me... practicing seem like making me more worst than the older days.. nevermind... it just a changing condition from bad to worst... *WINKS* lip"s muscle is getting weak day by day..
teaching those juniors and having some critics from them made me feel they are more even sucks than before... ya... if you think you are so good enough.. i"m pleausure to say that you can take off place in anytime... ya... please do come forward and let me know...

grandpa"s birthday celebration was finally over... everyone seems like happy.. thanks god.. they leave right after the day... if not i ain"t going got much energy left to entertain you...

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having some connection error again...
fuck...

frustrated

2009-11-05T06:41:00.000-08:00

ya... once again.. i went to school today.. school will be celebrating 71 anniversary.. everything just go like usually... not much things happen...

ya... i remember somethings...cch told me that someone is criticizing us... she though she was the most great player in the world... let me tell her somethings...

YOU AIN"T THAT GREAT!!!!!

i"m going to mad if i continue be with her till the day of graduate... she has a kind of high nose attitude and she doesn"t want to listen to someone advice.... she thought she is the MOST fantastic people in the world... ya.... just admit it... YOU ARE BAD LIKE HELL!!!!!!!

yian theng came right after school... at first i call her accompany me to wait my mum at the school canteen... we had some "serious" talk there... *guess what???* nevermind... i told her everythings and anythings that happen... ya.. finally... i can find someone who really listen to me and find a solution for me... *winks*.. my mum came right after her sister walked in to school...

cch said she wanted go to lost world and barbi phang said she had some discount for lost world... yahoo... i maybe going to lost world for the 4th times...hooraaay!!!!!!! *mum calling* bla bla bla~~~ times to bed... i quick post before i went to bed... tatata

random

2009-11-03T23:28:00.000-08:00

feel like blogging suddenly... nothing really happen much on these few days..

boring boring boring

band practices, sleep, online and also gossiping.. that all i can do for now.. i need to go to pay fees for maths tt but yet no one want to fetch me....
heard some stupid news from someone.. really want to yell out loud for that... okay.. let"s make some choices for you...

1st you do it yourself

2nd i do it!!!!!!

qian liang lao yao..... i really hate you.....
ya.. btw... finally broke out.. hahaha.. winks*

2009-11-02T06:50:00.000-08:00

你有太多想法和計劃以致你總是覺得時間不夠用
如果你感到無聊你總是能夠想出辦法把場面炒熱
你是那種會讓人崇拜的人
你可以說是一個有能力讓心想事成的人

你通常不在乎別人的想法是個自我中心的人
你可以很自然的在大庭廣眾下親吻你的男/女朋友
性對你來說就像是一種充滿熱情的藝術品
Sex for you is a passionate art， and you never have a problem inbed，
exceptforbeing a little too wild for your partner
(sorry...想了很久還是決定用英文)

你擁有...過人的精力
你喜歡親自下場運動勝過在場外觀看
常有人嫉妒你的一切但這些都很難引起你的注意

你有兩位很活耀的父母
也因此你常覺得他們沒有足夠的時間陪你
你有刺青或是樂團成員
或有一頭金髮(好像不適用)或運動社團的成員
身為人們崇拜的偶像
人們喜歡跟隨你的腳步
希望能變得像你一樣

即使有時候你也是一團糟
但你從不讓自己頹廢下去
你總有辦法恢復成耀眼的星星

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2009-11-02T06:31:00.000-08:00

ya.. i"m back from camp..
everything go on just like usual.. boring and tired... camps are no more fun anymore since last year october...
waking up in the early morning going bed at the middle of the night... that life camp!!!!!

boring, sad, tired, fustrated...

that all i can describe for now... age by age, mind grow more mature, wider....
i can see throw many things clearly... haiz...
thinking of doing smtg...

skipping school

2009-10-28T04:25:00.000-07:00

i"m LAZY!!!!
so i decide to skip school for tomorrow...
staying at school for 3 days is so not a big deal if it compare it before pmr...

going to have camp on friday...

*exhaling*

tons of practices and i will be sleeping for the next 24 hours right after the camp... oh well.. can i request something that not going to happen on camp.. CAN i have enough rest for example.. go to bed on 10 and wake up on 8????? ya... impossible.. right???

i"m just a normal teenager and need enough rest for the whole day that full of stuff to go on.... haiz... and sleeping on those single mattress is really going to let my backbones more suffer...

oh boy... let me tell you smtg... my grandpa is having his birthday on next saturday... 90 years old!!! weewewewewewe!!!!! going to buy new clothes... hope my grandpa can stay healty and longer..... muackz!!!!!!

for now.. i am in mood to blog but yet i don"t know what the hell i"m going to say.. ahjaoghaonghahgaenryearbterbtyieagtriuaegteartgrgtertgaiugrtpaetrgiargtupirgtpiueggnfvbghoiagharu
just ignore it.. i just feel bored...

yell out

2009-10-20T20:45:00.000-07:00

once again...
i skip school... [actually i feel wan to go but i"m lazy]
please do not blame on me..

currently
playing restaurant city like never end hours but it at least better than hanging around the school..
watching the newest series movie just now

screaming out: " i"m bored like mad!!!!"

seriously, i hate this kind of life... living with meaning...
waiting the day of next year...
i hope every things gonna be fine..
and my parent won"t open the topic again so that i can live peacefully for the next two years...
thanks for cooperation...

breakfast

2009-10-17T20:03:00.000-07:00

ya... i"m waiting for you...
my parent went out to buy breakfast for us...
while then three of us are doing same things at the same time...
online and restaurant city...

ya...
we are adict to it..
since three of us had finished our final and government exams...
i"m hungry and hungry now....

i will be going to adurey"s house around 1
hanging in her house for a while then
is time for me to begin my 35 kg plan...
ya...
here my parent are...

stay tuned for pictures...
i"m sure there is a lot...

tired

2009-10-17T04:13:00.000-07:00

i"m tired like mad today...
when for family day today..
but at last we decided to shop separately because...

~ the guys go for movie

~the girls go for shopping

but... i was unable to buy a single shirt...
at 1st i wanted to buy some surf pants or t-shirts at body glove...
but my mum refuse to because she wanted me to buy gowns again...
those gowns were ugly...
so i made a decision and told my mum

"fine!!!! i do not want to buy any clothes!!!"

and we went to kenny roagers to continue my side growing...
actually, my mum and i wanted have some rest at starbucks and have some nice coffee...
but there were too crowded...
before that...
i paid my mum for a massage...
haha
RM 35

going to polo ground again 2moro...
hope i will really reduce my side growing...
you know...
I"M FAT!!!

Jang Guen- Seok

2009-10-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

i"m jealous with her

this is what i wish for them...

seriously.. i like this

jang guen seok as Kang jun-woo

at the end... i love him

2009-10-14T17:35:00.000-07:00

ya...
i"m back...
currently don"t want to talk any things about exam....
having some fun with them yesterday....
okay...
i really not in mood...
so...

GOOD_BYE

random

2009-09-26T22:03:00.000-07:00

1st of all..
yesterday was ms gu bufday!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MS GU aka CK CARMEN KHONG JIA WEN!!!!!!

i"m really sorry about haven"t giving you any present for this year.. maybe after pmr ah.. okay??

2nd...
ms audrey yeap aka ah b... my internet is having a serious connection error.. i was unable to upload any of yesterday pic.. maybe i will upload if you pray hard for the internet connection...

okay... these are the announcements temporary for now.... move on..

when to school around 10... those people are practicing hard like mad... and yet we are "studying" and hanging around the laluan ilmu talking about ghost stories.... haha...

having a party in "fatansy" .... camwhoring plus looks-alike party... haha... * fun*...
btw.. this is my last post for now beofre my pmr...

please don"t miss me....

addict

2009-09-23T06:53:00.000-07:00

YOU BELONG WITH ME

this is what i listening to currently..
ya...
i"m still here...

back from hell

2009-09-22T19:45:00.000-07:00

my dad is nagging me now!!!!

bla bla bla bla~~~~

suffering few hours staying at hell for the sake of my study...
pages through pages but yet i still unable to understand a single meaning in there...
skip on...

when to polo ground with them on sunday...
i stay at audrey"s house before that...

*audrey.. some advice for you*
please clean you bedroom!!!

quite fun while having my time in there....
but jogging them really won"t make me lost my weight..
cause i ate a lot before, while and after that!!!!!!!

untitle

2009-09-17T20:21:00.000-07:00

okay... i can"t really think a title for this post....
i need to go for tuition later... haha... currently listen to taylor swift"s songs, "you belong with me".. i"m falling in love with it.. i cann"t stop hearing it for even one second...

* you"re on the phone and you girlfriend she upset~~~~*

move on, PMR is near.. more it come near to me, more fearful i am.. but yet i"m lazy to put any hard effort on me... internet is another stuff that attracting me the most... i cann"t imagine if bill gate didn"t create such a genius stuff....

everything need sacrifices.. so do my study.. everything need to pay.. no matter it pays in the type of effort or money.. it just need pay for it cause that no such things is FREE!!! oh well.. study need to pay a lot for it.. but it will give you a good path for your future.. so which is more beneficial?? future or enjoy your life during your childhood?? both neither..

time to bath.... okay..my mum will fetch me at around one??? nevermind... late is always will be her style.. many reason will do...

i will be back maybe at night???

HARI RAYA

2009-09-17T01:47:00.000-07:00

1st of all...
i need to wish a happy celebrate hari raya to all malay friends...
2nd, happy studying to me and friends..
3rd, i need to thank government for giving an extra holiday on tomorrow...
hooray...

suffering from pass year paper test these few days... hanging around with a book on my hand almost everyday... doing revision books in the middle of the night and also phoning friends and have a great talk till never end...

test today.. not much change on my result cause i don"t really study for that subject... 75 still remain... i hope this kind of life will end soon!!! 13/10!!! i" coming nearer to you!!! had a PRA-PMR sejarahGG, SCIENCE.. this is what i keep doing for these few days...

having a those complain from my teachers and parent... bla bla bla bla bla... knock my head is the best way to entertain them and avoid from suffring... this hari raya is so not a holiday for me... my dad is going keep an eye on me and my mum will taking care on health so that i won"t sick during PMR!!!!!!!

that all what i can say for now.. oh ya... a lot of program going on this holiday

jogging on pollo ground with audrey, gugu and exp...
going to visit CIK ZAkiah during hari raya
my uncles and aunties are coming back and i have to lend out my room..
extra class on steven but doesn"t feel wan to go..

any more left??

weekend

2009-09-11T08:03:00.000-07:00

hello... is weekend again..
after suffering the whole weeks on doing pass year paper...
ABCD turning again and again in my head... especially for my geografi... ms teh has nagging us for thousand and thousand times... doesn"t she feel bored on saying this everytime she enter our class??? i play some stupid pieces this weekend since my teacher was so dissapointed with me??

PMR has not pass yet but i"m start to think for my future?? when i was young, my ambitition was a docotor. not that is a specialist.. haha.....times change so fast, so do my mind.. nowadays, docotors are even more than patient in this world, and the question come out in my mind," should i give up or continue?".. i have no idea on that... should i become a chiropractic-ist? or just being a normal office lady works from 9 to 5 everyday?? at last... i have no idea on anythings i want to be... starting to have my form 4 tuition after my PMR...

life always busy till your last breathe...

dim sum

2009-09-07T04:26:00.000-07:00

okay...
i hate to it because i had to wake up wee in the morning...
i do this because my aunt need to back Singapore and i force to accompany my family...waking up 7:30 in the morning...

arghh..get myself ready...reached there around 8?nevermind..we found a nice place to park...just in front of FU SHAN...cool.. thank god for giving me a nice parking lot... move on... after finding place to sit...

finally time for BREAKFAST... then my cousin and i walk around to find some FRIED food to eat... after eating.. lend my phone to my little cousin.. he always love to play the game inside my phone , " city blocks" ....

my parent and my uncle chit chat for sooooooo long till my butt going to have pimples... finally go home... my cousin follow my car and continue my journey in sleeping.... oh ya... i saw zoann in the dim sum... her mum dressing style a bit tooooo .....

okay...
i had watched finished the movie "you are hired".. nice movie!!!!!! i love it... now waiting for " gong sam gei" at November or Disember??? i don"t really know...

hungry

2009-09-05T19:54:00.000-07:00

i"m hungry and i"m hungry...
that all i can say for now...
my family had went out for breakfast... why did i refuse to go just because i"m lazy to wake up...
nvm... they will be back around 12... that means i will continue to be hunger for now and till they are back...

that all i want for now

peace off

2009-09-05T00:19:00.000-07:00

okay...
i"m bored..
really damn bored..
PMR is about a month from now...
and i seem like don"t bother about that..
okay..
i"m sitting in front of the computer..
having my secret recipe"s cake that my mum bought yesterday...

my mum was scolding her employees for sending the stocks late.. she keep scolding for half and hour and yet she still keep scolding...
the story is like that.. the stocks were supposed to send it on friday but they till now still haven"t send yet... my mum getting mad soon... and I will become her scolding "bag" although i refuse to.. peace off... i"m going to run off soon...

having tuition today... woke up at 5 to did my homework... haha... i did it within 30 minutes and continue my dream again... i dreamed something that made me feel weird yesterday night... i cann"t excatly remember what i dreamed.. but it kind like a sweat dream or night mare??? don"t really remember.. keep moving on...

i have to do my theory and practise for my practical soon.. my teacher gave me a stack of paper to do.. but i"m super lazy to touch it.. please don"t hate it...

today is wai yee"birthday... although i know you won"t ever see this.. but i have to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you.. and thank you for teaching me a lot of stuff in my studies...
muacks!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAI YEE

sushi king visit

2009-09-04T03:59:00.000-07:00

our class pay a visit to sushi king on Wednesday...
30 people go...
sushi king has to earn a lot from us...
they should thanks us
although i hate to go to parkson on weekdays..
but is quite fun to go with frenz
have a look on those pic

ms choy and me

i"m impress with myself

my partner

her eyes is so small

jun yi and me

focus on chang min expression

lala and me

bff

cch.. please don"t try to get atention

are they didn"t have lunch for several years??

i"m very good in camera

the table is full of FOOD

kid"s meal

after that i went to 100 yen and popular book store with cch
didn"t bought anythings from there..
lack out of money..
haha
anyone want to donate some money for me??

trying to pick some nice books

cch read till very enjoy herself

at last...
i"m posting at popular!!!

fake smile

sick

2009-09-04T03:43:00.000-07:00

okay...
i"m terribly sick...
sore throat, headache, fever...
mr sick please get out off my life!!!!!!!!

the series show

2009-08-29T21:44:00.000-07:00

okay.. i"m catching up on a tvb series movie call"絕代商驕"
it"s was a really nice movie...
the guy was really funny...
the way he talks!!!
okay..
let"s have some look about the movie

the poster of the movie

the people of the show

back to you

2009-08-28T02:23:00.000-07:00

i haven"t written anythings for this few days..
main reason was i"m really lazy..
haha..

went to parade just now... okay.. i just went there to have my sushi king lunch + breakfast since i didn"t really ate anything for today.. i showed audrey three type ah B... she was very excited when she saw them... forgotten to took pic.. audrey.. you owe cause i show u another type of ah B!!!

ate a unagi set, it"s really yummy although it was a bit costly*sigh*
there are going t0 be 3 days promotion in sushi king.. all sushi cost RM2 each!!!
waiting for the day...

still got 1 month to reach pmr... i don"t even really prepare for it.. i hate myself so much cause every time when i decide to study... there sure something stop me for doing this... i hate is so much.. and i hate my dad damn much now.. he was just damn worst then my mum... he always has those negative thinking and he was full of imagination like a small children...

need to bath now... i feel i"m too dirty for now... haha... stay tune
and i hope my dad won"t see post for now and ever

2009-08-25T00:22:00.000-07:00

i woke at 9 today.. i was wondering why i can wake up such early in the morning...
okay.. moving on.. doctor says i have improve much much much better than before.. *winks* give a clap for myself...

i have my breakfast at somewhere which i don"t even know the name.. i went back home around 11?? just before the step i reach my computer, my dad starts his "talk" again.. then i force to study in room instead of playing my comp.. oh my gosh!!! i miss my restaurant city so damn much!!!

open out my books.. laying down on my bed, switching on the air-cond till 16celcius .... after half and hour... i finally lose to mr chaw and force to date with him.. i sleep for 3 hours ...

wake up and quickly on my comp and continue my "journey"in here....

wishes

2009-08-24T05:40:00.000-07:00

i wish to study hard, but i"m lazy to do anything even eat

i wish to watch movie, but no one dare to accompany me cause stupid h1n1

i wish to get good result, but i don"t even want to study

i wish to grow more taller, but my genetic and backbones problems had came to me

i wish to become more mature, but stupid attitude refuse to

i wish to become myself, but i"m always controlling by others

i wish my parent nor relatives won"t see my blog, but unfortunely my cousins have found it out..

i wish was more younger, so i can have less worries and keep enjoying my life..

i wish i can run away from here, so that i can live in a new world...

i wish what i wish, but it just wishes!!

12.10

2009-08-23T21:08:00.000-07:00

okay..
look at the time now..
i still haven"t eat my breakfast or lunch..
i phone my mum just now, i call her bought me some mc donald..
she scold me and say i"m going to become a god soon...
i"m lazy to cook and yet it will interrupt me for playing my comp..
my stomach start to scream and yell...
my mum fetching my "beloved" brother and buy my mcd for me!!!!!

nothing much happen this few days... and i"m quite lazy to blog anythings...
i bought some books yesterday...
i want to buy that book" french kiss" , but i knew that my dad will kill me.. i have to buy it when i went out with my BFFs...
please wait for me!!!

my parent say we might be going to kl this friday!! hope they mind their words..
i want watch up at one utama.. cause there has 3D!!!!!! please don"t jealous me!!!
my jacky maybe going to stay in a hostel or my mum"s frenz house...
pity him!!!!!
jacky i will buy some toys for you!!! okay??? don"t cry!!!

2009-08-23T02:33:00.000-07:00

okay... i want to blog but actually i have nothings to write...
i want to eat korea buffet!!!!

dear cousin brother.. u have promised me for a long time ago but yet you still haven"t bring me...
i will till your semester holiday... i will wait till the day and remember to hold your promise to me!!!

okay.. i haven"t finished my theory, and i haven"t practise my practical for a long time..
i beat my teacher going nag me again and again.. i"m attracted by my dear destop.. i think i will practise maybe tommorow...

adurey yeap!!! are you really accompany me go to watch?? don"t hurt my little heart!!!!

random

2009-08-21T18:42:00.000-07:00

i got stupid result for my stupid geografi..
ms teh called me to give her a reason..
i simply say a reason till even a three years old people also won"t belive me..*sight*
i have nothing to say about it..
because i don"t feel want to study for geografi..
all those map and commen sense!!!!!!!!!!!

the weather is so cold now..
looks like is going to rain soon..
want to eat steamboat and watch UP~~~

audrey...
why you don"t want to accompany me to watch!!!!
wawawa..
okay..
i need to go now!!!
tata

again??

2009-08-18T03:57:00.000-07:00

surprise??
i know i shouldn"t be here.. but since my mum switched on the computer and she called to help her did somethings on paper work... then my chance to play... people say chances are you must get for yourself.. haha... i finished my mum paper work for not even 5minutes but my mum need to do it for like half an hour??? okay.. don"t blame on her.. she is a computer idolt!!!!

some papers are given out today.... sejarah.. OMG!! 70++ really make me feel like wanted to cut it into pieces.. once again i got sejarah for 70++ since i was form 2.. useless to read it... bm.. for now!! i only begg that i won"t beg a stupi C for it.. my paper 1 was worst!!! no point.. who call me love to argue with audrey during tuition lesson and yet i still chase the stupid drama series!!!!! NONONO!!! i must change it.. i must get an A for it.. if not how am i going to get a laptop.. oh ya.. forget to told you guys.. my dad say he will buy me a laptop if i score 8A's... a bit impossible but i will try my hard!!!!!!!! *8A's.. I"M WILLING TO DO ANYTHING TO GET YOU!!*

okay.. that all for now.. i"m going to have my piano lesson soon.. i don"t even touch the piano for a long time and i beat my teacher going to scold me like hell!!!

tata

2009-08-17T01:08:00.000-07:00

ok..
my result was what i expect...
this are the result that i got for today

bc : 66[well.. i"m not thos ppl who good in writing an essay with full of stupid idoms, and my grammar mistake drag me to the hell again]

maths: 89[ you know what.. if i would say the paper is easy... then 99percent ppl will score A for it,
for example like wai yee... she got 97!! smart right?]

science : 78[maybe i will got another extra one marks.. but i will begg ms choy to give me one marks for the stupid question!!!!!!! ms choy.. please give me another o.5 marks if i got an extra!!!]

tomorrow i" m going to be insane..
bm, english and sejarah!!! i got my sejarah 78 like that i think.. then the stupid bm.. i will surely fail it since cik zakiah told us that our answer was terrible!!!! english.. ms yau sure will mark the paper damn damn strict!!! OHOHOH!!! got.. please!! no more 70++!!! i wan 80!!!!!!

you know what in mid-year exam.. i almost got my subject around 70++ and yet.. my result turn into hell because 70++ and 80 is a big big big different although it just a few marks.. although my average result was higher.. but is was useless!!!!!!!!! haha...

ok.. switch topic.. my stupid computer hang again.. mum.. is time to change for a new one!!! the stupid computer hang for5 minutes and i force to restart again!!!!! please!!! don"t influence by audrey"s computer... i have a lot of important stuff!!!! i can"t even imagine if one day i live without you!!!

i can"t live~~~
if my life live without you~~
i can"t live~~
i can"t live anymore~~

sound familiarly right??
actually i don"t really heard this song after the digi advertisment!!!!
okay..
time to go..
bububu...
don"T ever miss me..
or else i will be sucpect h1n1..
und what am i trying to say??

tommorow i"m going to do my therapy.. i miss it today because of laziness!!!!

raining~~

2009-08-16T01:29:00.000-07:00

it start to rain...
hope it will stop soon...

rain rain go away
come a day on another day
cause today i wan to go pasar malam

my brothers and i are praying hard..
may the god bless us..

world war III

2009-08-15T09:41:00.000-07:00

okay.. it"s happpened in my house while i was having my nice dream with mr chaw.. oh!!! before that my stupid alarm woke me up at 6.. cause i forgot to switch it OFF!! feel like wanted to throwed some nuclear bombs on my phone.. oh well.. luckly i"m damn expert in SLEEP.. it"s known as my talent also.. i can actually sleep for 24hrs or more than that without having a problem..bravo??? okay.. let's switch back.. while i was having date with mr chaw... suddenly.. heard a loud noise coming from downstair... quickly jump off from the bed... checked what the heck is happening on the earth... i saw my dad was chasing my bro around the house with a "sword"... then i quickly run aside to avoid from being killed... i ask my brother[the other one].. he said that he and my little young bro were having a fight when my father was doing chores... then i asked him why u didn"t got involve of this war.. he said he has run away 100 years ago but my brother keep on arguing with dad so he made my dad temper go up to 100 degree then KABOOM!!!! you kow what happen.. that right!!! my brother got a big prize!!!! it all end up in a room.. my brother went in a room and my dad took the key and finally my brother got smashed!! haha..

world war III ended just like that.. after the war suddenly i feel the situation in my house was very weird.. everyone liked scare kena boom suddenly.. nevermind.. i continue my dream without having breakfast.. then suddenly audrey text me and call me phone her.. then chit chat for like dunno how many hrs i finally force myself eat smtg.. and i continue sleep till 6:30!!! this show the effect after having a few night mares during my trial.. now... i dunno when i"m going to have date with mr chaw.. lying on my bed with laptop.. haha...

nights nights...

trial

2009-08-14T07:55:00.000-07:00

finally..
my trial is over..
i think i going to get suck result for my bm and bc since my teachers had complained about this year form three student..

pn lim : 你班怎么搞？
cik zakiah : mengapa semua tingkatan 3 tak faham apa maksud SIKAP PRIHATIN ke?

from these words..
i know that these 2 subjects are going to die soon!!!
all of us are too concetrate on others non-language subject like sejarah, science, gg, kh??
well..
i admit that my languages are little bit worst.. cause i don"t know how express myself.. and yet my vocabulary and grammar are BAD!!!
so...
but this is not the worst..
the worst is my non-language subjects oso even worst...
my sejarah and geografi nearly got A[wrong 13questions.. i make me feel that what i did was useless]

so..
let"s don"t talk about those sad things..
let me bring back to the 1st day of exam

1st
bm paper 1 n 2 and sejarah..
the primary school principal make me feel wanted to kill her went she was disturbing me while i was having my bm paper2... keep on talk for one hour.. i can"t even concentrate on my paper..
just keep on heard she said many "人生道理".. ish..hate..

2nd day
bc paper1 and 2..
i actually dunno why i will write so many idioms at chiense.. all those idioms just when out suddenly... i don"t know weither it is right or wrong.. but i had already written out..
after the papers.. annoucement came in and disturbed my dicussion on previous paper..
i heard miss Tham voice :" today is my last day in amc ~~~~~"... i didn"t reali pay much atention on it even though i wanted too... too noisy la... haha.. sorry!!

3rd day
english paper 1 n 2 and geografi..
i had make many stupid careless mistake on my geografi paper.. i think my essay was terrible.. cause i didn"t have that kind of mood to write it... feel frustrated suddenly and simply wrote an essay with full of grammar mistake...

4th day
maths paper 1 n 2 and science paper 1
i reali damn damn hate primary school... wasn"t they too selfish... they always said we must "toleransi" but when we were having our exam and yet they were making a lot of noise.. infact.. they were disturbing ME!!!!! haha.. this is the main point... and i was having my maths paper 1..
luckly i managed to get in time.. if not i will sue them till die...

5th day
science paper 2 and kh
the day finally came.. time fly so fast...when i was having the last paper.. i feel like i wan to yell out!! haha... finally i able to pass through these exam.. how many exam still i have face in my life??? after finished all the papers.. i quickly jumped to the others class and start chit- chat here and there till the bell ring.. today tuitions i really didn"t pay much atention on it.. keep on talking non- stop..

well... don"t be too excited.. i just a trial exam.. haha... pmr still not over... gambateh, MY FRIENDS and I!!!!

2009-08-01T00:59:00.000-07:00

feel wan to create my own blogskins.. any people have any brilliant idea about how to do or how to make???
find me in msn if you have!!!!!!

2009-07-31T08:26:00.000-07:00

it was 11:26[in my computer]
and i suppose to be having a good dream..
but yet i refuse too..
i haven"t touch my baby computer for a long time..[i"m going to be insane soon]
i have got computer virus or nono is fall in love with..
pmr trial is like about 10days? or less than?
what ever..
i have a strong bad feel..
i"m going to have a worst result again..
my parent will annoyed me again and again..
my parent are always high demanding on me..
guess what?
i"m the eldest..
but yet..
i have to share everythings with my brothers..
and also what ever they had did..
it will always be my FAULT!!!!!
if still got next life, i wish to become the youngest..
especially a son!!!
wednesday..
my brother"s[youngest] birthday..
you know where my parent bought us to?
MP[moven peak][i guess]
you know what i get for my birthday?
a pack of AIR!!!!!
is was so so so so so so unfair to me..
oh well..
my brothers are leaving soon...
i can everythings i wan to be..
counting on that...
i will surely be happy on that day!!!!!!

tata..
brothers...
i wish that i was you!!!

2009-07-29T01:12:00.000-07:00

finally..
i realize that i have not post anythings for a time..
haha..

let"s talk about those previous things that happen..

perak state...
ok..
we had a performance on that day..
i have totally no comment about that show..
wait..
this is not the main point..
the main point is..
the result was surprising me...
nvm..
cause next year will be more surprise..
trust me!!

switch to another topic..
Cantee DAY!!!!!
audrey was sick and unable to go.. pity her.... haha... audrey.. why you dun gave the tickets to me!! my class was really perfect with our slogan" ENERGETIC" .. give a big clap.. hope we can win.. on that day.. i oso play games.. i won a few games.. and the ghost"s house.. and i can almost recongize each of them.. haha.. i don"t even feel afraid.. but.. those people were screaming like hell!!! CAN"T STAND with them.. ok.. that all for now..

trial is on 10/8..
remeber pray hard for me!!

hard life

2009-07-18T03:56:00.000-07:00

finally..
my mum decided to bring me to do therapy..
1st..
i go for X-ray..
then i have to go for therapy for everyday for the 1st two weeks...
oh my gosh..
the doctor was about three or four times bigger than me..
and his body lays on me!!!
what will happen huh??
no point..
i have to for the next 5 years...
ish....

regret for didn"t told my mum that i had injured when i was 12..
and it costs me lot..
it will effect me when giving birth to child....
it will cost so many inconvenience during my pj time..
and..
now i even have one leg shorther than other one..
i don't know what is this call..
and i have to wer the special type of shoes..
mama..

help!!!!!

p/s : this is an good example..
please told your parent whenever you have anythings don't feel well...

2009-07-12T07:11:00.000-07:00

wait a min...

i haven"t take my bath yet,,

when out for dinner just now..

lazy!!!

nvm..

my hair is short and it will be dry in 15 mins time..

just pass by to say hi!!!

the day

2009-07-09T02:52:00.000-07:00

i always hate the day of Parent"s day..
it is reali ridicules...

1st,
i"m the 4th person go home..
2nd
my mum said i was always tired..
my yau called me to quit band!!!
MUM!!! stop it..
3rd
my result was terrible...
4th
the conclusion is..

this is what my mum n ms yau conversation[i hope i didn"t miss out anythings]
ms yau : sook keng"s mum?
mum : ya...
ms yau : so this is your daughter result.. you better keep an eye on it...
mum : okay..
ms yau: and why are you daughter always absent?
mum : everyday she came home late.. and she went to band make her feel more and more tired
till after that she was headache and unable to get to school
ms yau : if sook keng cann"t handle herself then i think she should join others scoiety... and
please don"t tell the school that i said this.. because i will be in trouble...
mum : ya.. i told her this for a long time ago.. but she didn"t listen to me..
ms yau : sook keng.. don"t for the merdeka.. is still have time for you to work harder..
ME : oh......

so..
this is the end of my life in form 3...
study till after pmr..
hahahaahaha

-stop looking at the past-
concentrate on your study
this is ms yau and my mum words..
and they mean it!!!

laziness

2009-07-04T01:01:00.000-07:00

this word really causes me a lot of trouble..
actually..
i want to post all my pictures for a long time ago..
but because laziness
i change my mind..

actually..
i want to help my parent do those chores..
but because laziness..
i refuse to do it..

actually..
i decided to start to revise for my PMR..
but because laziness
till now i just did touch a few chapter..

actually...
i want to improve myself..
but because laziness
i refuse again..

actually..
i swear that i will try hard for anythings..
but because laziness
i disappointed you guys again..

the conclusion is..
all trouble and problem came to me because of this word!!
i hate this word but i always did it..
and now i hate my self more than anythings!!!!

TUNG SOOK KENG!!!!
please be more mature..
trying to understand what is the situation now!!!!!!!
don"t keep on plan everything but yet without any action..
this is what i hate you about!!!

P/S : trial is around the corner!!! is at 10/8!! and you still have about one month!!!!!!!!!!!!
GUSH!!!!

tagged by drey

2009-06-27T00:47:00.000-07:00

1 我的大名：邓淑琼
2我的生日：18/6
3谁传给你的：CSC
4 生日想得到什么礼物：uncountable wishes
5 近期压力大的事：考试,成绩,那些爱演戏的人
6 想做的事：有钱的人
7 有没有喜欢的人：bou!!!
8 同学会要回去找老师吗:会吧
9 跟谁出去最幸福 :朋友
10如果你的两个好友吵架了：尽量帮
11 跟情人最想去哪：ocean
12 圣诞节要做啥: eat
13 最想跟谁过圣诞节：家人和朋友
14 有没有床气：wat is 床气
15 有几个兄弟姐妹：2 bros
16 最喜欢的一首歌：a lot...
17 喜欢什么颜色：depends
18 上厕所会不会后冲水：Sure!
19 喜欢男生还是女生：男
20 最想大声说什么: FAKE PEOPLE!!! i hate YOU
21 半夜敢不敢自己上厕所：敢
22 最近看过最好看最欲罢不能的小说是什么：i don"t read
23 谁很欠打：THOSE FAKER
24 现在很迷什么：ntg
25 睡相很差：还蛮
26 现在的时间：3:53 p.m
27 是否痛恨传给你卷的人：不
28 体重多少：40
29 今天天气：cold
30 你若中乐透最想做什么：约朋友一起去玩
31 大学生一定要玩的活动：旅行
32 失眠后会：WAtch TV
33 你睡觉有流口水的情况：不
34 近期开心的事：很多
35 你经常通宵不睡吗：不
36 推荐一首最近很喜欢的歌：love songs
37 你能够和陌生人谈恋爱嘛？：不能
38 自由对于你来说有多重要？：重要
39 你人生中最想做的事情是什么？：do whatever i can do
40. 你最想为所爱的人做什么？：只要他开心就好

附加问题: 你打算几时结婚啊？：还没想到
附加问题：你觉得生活有喜感么？：有有有
附加问题：相信塔罗牌么？:看准确度
睡觉前第一件事: prepare to sleeping condition
起床后第一件事：刷牙
你的偶像： NO!!
你喜欢的季节：winter
打工次数 :nada
想去的地方：出国就对了
你讨厌什么样的个性：虚伪自私
你会抽烟吗：当然 NO!
你会喝酒吗：erm..my parent force to
你常哭吗 : NO!!!
你常笑吗：YES！
都睡到几点：睡到自然醒
朋友和情人你会选：朋友！
机会和命运你会选择：命运
你很自恋吗：QUITE
你有穿耳洞么：有
这问卷多不多：多
喜欢吃冰吗：yes!
现在幸福吗：不错
最在乎那几个朋友：全部
房间里最重要的东西是什么：全部
男人精神出轨要不要原谅他：No
你认为人生的意义是什么：还没想到
没有朋友你会怎么做：去认识别人
如果天使可以满足你一个愿望你会要什么：要更多的愿望
我为什么做这个答题：saya tak tahu
喜欢吃的水果：BLUEBERRY
最害怕别人问你什么：看 the condition
经常不叠被子吗：yup
喜欢雪么：喜欢
如果有下辈子要做什么：有钱人
还希望被点：不
舒克和贝塔喜欢哪个？：i like ME!!
你最没有耐心做的一件事是什么 : i do everythings oso impatient
不想看书的时候怎么办:SLEEP!!
自己眼中的理想收入是多少（实际一点）？：越多越好
你认为一个人多大了才有能力去选择生活的方向：14

附加题目：还希望这个问卷的问题继续增加：No!
你的昵称是:aunty!!!!! or fatty tung
你对我的印象是：haha
你了解我：还好
我了解你：还好
这个问卷会让人更了解你:或许

1 。被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
2 。请老实回答每一问题
3 。不能擅自涂改题目。
4 。写完请点 10 位小朋友，不可以不点。
5 。完后请通知那 10 位小朋友他被点到了

1。babi
2。chien hui
3。carmen
4。jo ee
5。yin ying
6。qin shi
7。xi yee
8。tracy
9. kelly
10。ming fei

1 ．是谁传给你这份问卷的：audrey
2 ．你们认识多久呢：应该有3年了
3 ．你觉得 ta 对你来说重要吗：重要！
4 ．你与 ta 的关系是:好朋友
5 ．请问 ta 的兴趣是：eat n sleep n ###
6 ．请问 ta 的个性如何：happy
7 ．ta 在你心目中是几分：100!!!

01- （ 4 号认识 6 号吗）：NO!!
02- （ 10 号是男还是女）：boy
03- （ 4 号的兴趣是）：不清楚
04- （ 10 号有没有兄弟姐妹）：yup
05- （ 7 号的姓氏）：voon
06- （ 1 号的人缘好吗）：好
07- （ 8 号有人追吗）：DUNNO!!
08- （同上 2 号呢）： NOPE!!
09- （ 6 号喜欢的颜色是）：青
10- （ 5 号和 4 号是朋友吗）：NO!!
11- （ 1 号的生日）： 4/8
12- （ 5号读哪呢）：和我同校
13- （你怎么认识 10 号的）：band
14- （你跟 1 号的生日差几个月）：2个月
15- （你和 9 号有出去玩过么）：没有
16- （你喜欢和 2 号聊天么）：everythings around the world
17- （你喜欢和 3 号在一起吗）：ya!!!
18- （你觉得 7 号人怎么样）: ok!!!
19- （你觉得 9 号人怎么样）：hehe..
20- （你爱 5 号吗）：朋友的喜欢

wai yee home!!!

2009-06-25T02:06:00.000-07:00

finally...

i went back from wai yee home..

1st time went it weird..

1st time sit school bus..

first time did finished my kh...

oh well...

haha..

i finally finished my kh except for my lakaran..

cch!!!!!!!

can you help me to draw it???

pls?????

i"m not that type of person who are good in drawing..

i hate to draw...

cause my drawing is terrible.. nonono.. is very terrible...

but yet i like to draw those nice "art"

simply drawing!!!!!!!!!!!1

OMG!!!!!

i now i realize that i am getting fat!!!!!!

need to try to control my weight now..

if not i will consider super FAT!!!!

haha..

end post here...

tata

2009-06-24T04:26:00.000-07:00

Rules :
1.被点到的一定要填，不填代表你不尊敬点给你的人和问卷
2.老实的回答每一题问题
3.不行乱改题目
4.写完一定要点8位朋友，不可不点
5.写完后请通知那8位被点到的朋友
6.完成后，请告诉点你的人

----点给----

audrey

chien hui

yun xin

carmen

jo ee

xi yee

emilia

ming fei

個人題-----10 題------

01.你叫什么:邓淑琼
02 你的綽號:AUNTY！
03 你的血型: O
04 你的星座:双子座
05 你是男還是女:女
06 你幾歲:15
07 你住哪裡：怡保，pengkalan
08 你現在的學校:圣母
09 你有沒有手機 : 有啊
10 承上，那是多少:apa tu??
----- 朋友題 -----
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: chien hui 吧
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）：我讨厌的人
13 你最正的女性朋友（限１個）：谁？
14 你最帥的男性朋友（限１個）：我没有认识的男性朋友
15什麼樣的女生你最討厭：自私，虚伪，拿着鸡毛当令箭，不顺眼
16 什麼樣的男生你最討厭：自私，不顾人感受的

17 你的好朋友有誰（不限）：wai yee, audrey, carmen , yun xin

18 你經常和哪位朋友出去： audrey, carmen
19 你身邊最憨的朋友（限１個，不能自己）: ？
20 你身邊最可愛的朋友（限１個）: 林秦诗
-----情題 - １５題----- 我最喜欢
21 你有沒有喜歡的人：嗯。。没有
23 如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半: 18岁以后
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：没有
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：不告诉你
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：0
27 你現在有另一半嗎: NO!
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：她忘了吃药？
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎：哈。。我没有
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人：喜欢就喜欢嘛，需要理由的吗？
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎:NO
32 你的另一半抱或親過嗎:NO!!
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎:弟弟。。算吗？
34 是誰，你們什麼關係:弟弟。。。姐弟
35 現在有人在追你嗎:不知道
------混合題 - １０題------
36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣: 哭！！！！
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：算了吧。。就当交了动物
38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：不理他
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎：或许会
40 你上課認真嗎 : 看谁教！！
41 你功課好不好： NO
42 你开电腦都在幹麻：当然上网啦
43你的即时通有多少个同性: Apatu?
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性：?
------兇手題 - 1 0 題------
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：sui cheng
46 这個人對你好不好：好
47 這個人是你的誰：朋友
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：NO!
49 你們認識多久了：五六年
50 這個人是怎樣的人：直话直说
51 這個人正／帥嗎：不错
52 这個人跟你有沒有在一起过：有！！
53 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办: 不可能！！！
------聯想題 - １０題------
56 說到正妹你會想到誰：不知道
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰：不知道
58 說到憨你會想到誰：什么是憨？
59 說到痴你會想到誰：我！！
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰：他！！！
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰：朋友
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：wai yee!!
63 說到傻子你會想到誰: audrey!!
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰: chien hui
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰 : chien hui
-----學校題 - 1 1 題------
66 你的班導是誰: Ms yau
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：第三个
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰：Pn Chaw
70 你的英文好嗎：会写，会说
71 你的體育好嗎：还不赖
72 你的数学好么：不错
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長：都还好
74 你的學校好看嗎：不赖啦
75 你的班級是： 3p7
76 你的班級在幾樓：2 楼

father and maid day

2009-06-20T21:37:00.000-07:00

today..
is fathers day!!!!
but today also the date that my maid is going to leave us..
i wake up at 6..
my dad force me to..
brush my teeth and change my clothes..
and get ready..
we when to the dim sum restaurant to have the last meal with my maid...
OMG!!!
ipoh people damn crazy..
we reach there sharp at 7..
and there were crowed by thousand of people..
why were damn so early to get up for breakfast...
no point..
after 15mins......
we finally got our place...
eat eat eat eat...
fetch my maid go to the bus station...

bye bye and all that bla bla bla..

phew..
get my sleep after that...
bye MARY!!!!!

fathers day..
ntg special...
going to have dinner with my grandpa at night..
still...
noone rememeber my birthday!!!!

p/s : i have lost my maid..

full of chores to do...

cool

2009-06-18T03:03:00.000-07:00

i found smtg cool
one gangs of kids..
are like 5++ i think
n they can play drum vvvvvvvvvvvvvv profesional....
omg!!!!!!!!

my day!!

2009-06-18T01:27:00.000-07:00

ok...
today it"s my bufday...
i don"t even tell anyone..
onli some of my real best friends know it and wish me..
thanks guys...
oh well...
nothings..
i think my parent have forgotten about it..
this year..
i reali didn"t have that kind of excited about my birthday mood..
cause my parent was like don"t even remember when is my birthday for a few years ago..
oh well..
birthday isn"t a big deal for me..
just the day i was born and that all..
anyways..
i have a big wish for this year...
SCORING IN PMR!! yush!!
go for it
second...
i wish my dream come true...
gagagaagaga..

2moro band is going to kl...
i"m nt joining with them..
because i don"t even dare to ask permission from my parent because i know this is a big NO if i ask it...
they had already put out their warning to me..
i must at least wait till f4 to do anythings i like!!!
crap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so wish they good luck!!!!!!
hoping my parent will remeber my birthday but it seems like doesn"t will happen at all!!!
so i said it to myself sook keng happy birthday

Tution Day!!

2009-06-12T07:33:00.000-07:00

finally
i went to my tuition today!!
i miss for a few days
for some reason
actually those reason were a bit too unacceptable
cause my mum didn't woke me up for tuition
n yet i remind her for like thousand and thousand times!!
HELL!!!

2moro i"m going for sectional!!
haha
please!!
MUM!!
remember to wake me up!!!
or else i will blame on YOU!!!

WORDS CHALLENGE!!

2009-06-11T07:56:00.000-07:00

finally i break my mum"s frenz record
i was damn damn damn happy now
i"m the 1st one now!!
CARMEN n AUDREY!!
i help u two guys play later..
i help you find those guys behind me..
okok???
reali didn"t expect!!!
unacceptable result!!

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

laughing non-stop!!
take a look

BRAVO leh??

proud of it

FINALLY!!

2009-06-11T00:46:00.000-07:00

my stupid blog i finally able to find the problem without help from audrey!!
AUDREY!!
izit i clever than her?
i managed to did it by myself!!
give me big clap
everythings was so damn hot in my house
heard the news say that it will continue till SEPTEMBER
oh my goddness
i will be wasting a lot of money on my bil
i switch on my air-conditioner everyday
ohwell,
my parent pay it..

the weather is HOT
the water is HOT
my temper is HOT
my dressing is HOT
the air- cond is HOT
the soup is HOT
the air is HOT
my body temperature is HOT
the computer is HOT

END!!

2009-06-07T01:03:00.000-07:00

finally...
thank god
those wedding end!!
this few days
i was like slept at 3 or 4 a.m n wake up sharp at 8a.m.
no point
i had to follow my mum to socialize with those relatives and friends
finally
the last wedding
my make up was a little bit terrible
haha
no point
i was hurried in time
my mum keep on nagging me to be there IN TIME
my cousin are foolish-ing on and others at the wedding
n i was like
omg!!!
what happen
the mic was like going to spoil because of us
those aunties included my mum
were dancing + singing on the stage!!!
can you imagine that?
they were like over 40
n they were having fun more than those young teenagers!!!
BRAVO!!!
i will post those pic later
plus some videos...
my cousin dance on that day
latin~~~
haha
she warned me not to most it on facebook nor youtube
i promised her!!!
but yet i will post it on my blog

* b phang.. u should have a look on how y cousin dance!!! n tell my how does it look like!! nicer or worst than yours???

2009-06-03T22:41:00.000-07:00

i found a meaning video on youtube
have a look guys!!

this is a story about a boy. one day, his teacher called them draw out a picture in their mind. everybody was busying draw picture lik what we did when we were young. But this boy did draw but yet he draw smtg different......

Camp~~

2009-06-02T22:41:00.000-07:00

my mum allowed me to go
but yet my stupid dad said NO!!!
what the heck is going on
and i was like in the middle
i packed all my stuff
sat at there waiting them to fetch me
but they keep on saying yes no yes no
then finally i said smtg to them

DAD!! MUM!!
alright i dunno go
can you guys just stop this conversation n leave me ALONE!!!

finally
my last decision
decided not to go
to avoid those unnecessary argument
well
i need a peaceful environment for me to stay in
i"m totally retarded!!!!!
can someone try to listen to my idea?

freedxom~~

2009-05-31T00:34:00.000-07:00

~today my cousin got married!!!
haha
took sum pic
upload when i"m free
all cousin cum back
but yet i seems lik doesn't have anythings to talk with them
nt same topic
oh nvm!!
my mum force to go for make up for 2night!!!
hatezZZZzz
n it costs a lot man!!
oh well...
take my bath now n do my make up later
bbbb

kelly phang!!!

2009-05-26T05:12:00.000-07:00

ytd..

i heard that kelly phang is going to penang soon!!

at 1st i wasn"T belive them because kelly phang said many times!!!

but till today!!

i saw the form" pertukaran sekolah"!!

i saw like

OMG!! is it real?

pls la!!

although sometimes i reali think she is a bit crazy n noisy!!

but she changed a lot since this year!!!

n 3p7 going to b 39 ppl?

nono!!!

i will miss u kelly phang!!

i noe u won"t c this or yes!!!

but i will surely say~

it"s a PLEASURE that i know you!!

come back soon!!!

mcd day trip

2009-05-21T04:50:00.000-07:00

haha...

today went to mcd wit fatty gang"s members except the president, MIss Choo!!

ha!

on the way to mcd[we walked]

childish bphang n byeap act lik a chidren

running on the road

playing during walking

n the most important is

they don't noe hw to go there!!

omg!!

can't stand wit them!!!

they lives in ipoh n they can"t even recognise the road!!

if 1 day i throwed them into somewhere, they might got lost n forever can"t cum out from there!!

good idea izit??

we went back to carmen"s house after having lunch in mcd!!

watched the movie bolt!

i found out that the hamsterlook excatly like audrey yeap!!

haha

does it look lik audrey yeap?

going to watch this soon!!

i watch night at the museum one with my cousin when i was 12 i guess!!

haha

quite nice!!

we are going to watch it at night on saturday!!!

waiting wit excited feelingsSSsS

skol life~~

2009-05-20T05:02:00.000-07:00

2moro i"m bringing my camera for my "khidmat masyarakat"

it means tat i will hav chance to tk pic while i"m in CLASS!!!

hurrray!!!

today teachers giv back sum of our question!!!

argh!!!!!!

feel dissapointed with my marks!!!

i tried hard but at last it was useless n pointless!!!!

fuck!!!!!!!!!

wat wrong with me??

jus feel very emotional today!!!

hope 2moro sum teacher can giv sum good news!!

Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?

y these happen to me always???

regret!!

无题

2009-05-19T07:09:00.000-07:00

我已经尝试用许多理由,

来明白你对我的误解,

可是为什么你就不肯体谅我呢?

你的压力与辛苦,

我都一一谅解,

可是,

为什么你总是要处处逼我?

我知道你对我的期望,

总比他们都更高,

你要我做个榜样,

让他们都可以跟着我的脚步,

可是,

你不可尝从我的角度,

去想想我的压力吗?

虽然,

你说你对我们都一样,

可是为什么,

你总是偏袒他们呢?

有时,

我问我自己,

到底你爱我有多少?

到底我是你生的吗?

我为你,

哭了许多,

可是你总不发现,

我只好默默地哭.

我对你,

已经绝望了,

可是,

我希望你能转过身,

望我一眼.

可以吗?

merdeka!!!!

2009-05-19T05:07:00.000-07:00

merdeka!!!!

hohoho

although for every1 opinion that after exam should be a relax time

but for me,

it is more tough that before exam!!!

i REALi scare the result of exam!!!

gosh!!!

help me!!!!!

i will bcum more suffer!!

my dad asked me smtg today

he said

" u finished exam la?"

then

i replied : " oh!!'

den he said agn

" gt any confidence abt ur result?"

i suddenly feel shock!!!

n jus keep my mouth shut!!!

argh!!!

i noe i won"T score gud in my exam!!!

but at least can i hav sum A"s..

pls?

i reali tried hard for this!!!

pls!!!!!!

what had i been

2009-05-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

study few chapter onli..

but i promise 2moro u won"t c me on9!!!

i swear wit my heart!!!!

argh~~

wat had i did

♥ viewing webcam wit barbi yeap for morning

♥ try to study for an hr

♥ barbi yeap called me[v talk for a long time]

♥ called cch[stupid banana was freaking stupid n talk things vv pointless]

♥ on9

going to study after i finished this blog..

a bit boring

my Sj n GG!!

totally sucks man!!!oh well..

going to burn midnight oil today

but pls dun find me..

ned to concentrate la!!!

buh bye!!!

arghhh~~~

2009-05-15T07:42:00.000-07:00

my result!!!

damn damn ding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arghh!!

i fount out tat many things gt problems in with the answer!!!

1st

in SJ!!

9 peta di atas menunjukkan ibu negeri kerajaan Johor. Apakah sebab ibu negeri johor kerajaan sentiasa berubah??

A. menghadapi ancaman luar

B. mengawal tindakan pembesar

C. memastikan perpaduan rakyat

D. menguasai jajahan takluk Johor

the answer is D!!!!

mistery right!!

next!!

i damn angry now!!

cause de answer nt lik wat am i reading!!!

i finished my bc n sv~~

2009-05-14T02:04:00.000-07:00

oh well..

i broke my promise...

haha

i on9 today!!

cause 2moro is PJ n MZ

n i wanted to fail them

because doesn"t feel lik wan to study

i had to study for long time at kh n science..

it happen sumthings during my SV paper

miss teh was collecting the paper

n i passed my row people"s to kar mun

n she didn"t realized n she took my question paper!!

den i Shouted out loud

"teacher!!!'

den she stared n me n said

"teacher wat teacher? SO WHAT"(actally i doesn"t y she say so what!!)

den i shouted at her n said

"U TOOK MY QUESTION PAPER!!!!"

den she was feel lik a bit too face it

n giv back my paper with nt syok de feeling!!

den

whole class laught!!!

haha

bravo!!

who cal u simply took ppl things without asking!!

let"s give u a lesson

ask b4 u do anythings!!!

today bc essay

i wrote about “你最敬佩的人”

i wrote about my mum!!

cause i dun even noe what to wrote!!

n i want to say smtg b4 i go!!

CCH!!! gambateh!!!

i will always suport u de!!!!

V ar best frenzzZZ

this time nt gud try next time!!

i dunno weither she will watch my blog or nt~~

haha

ok!!

i"m enjoying blogging wit my blog song

1000 miles

i heard tis since i was small

but i noe the song"s name jus recently~~

EMILIA!!

i wan the score!!!

world war 3.....

2009-05-13T03:04:00.000-07:00

finally

i came back from the war(actually if half onli)

i had finished my sejarah n geografi!!!

huray!!!

but wait a min!!'

i haven"t finished my KH n SN!!

GOSH!!!

nvm

at least i done some

hope i can score flying colour but nt red colour!!

*i wanted to score A"s*

well...

i was thinking tat should i follow my mum to kl this weekend to visit my new born nephew?

should i?

ok i was to read some books after the exam!!

i nt quite have any idea wat to read!!

any suggestion?

ok..

ned to tk sum nap before i gt sleep while i'm studying 2night!!

it"s 6.26p.m.!!

wat am i doing??

NTG AT ALL!!!

i luv tis~~~ lalala

i bought for mother"s day

my newest hair style[a bit ugly]

i will miss u!!

do u??

stay tuned.....

DING!!!

2009-05-07T02:07:00.001-07:00

OMG!!!

i n ch did a super duper idiot, stupid, silly, fish ytd!!!

v recognized de wrong ppl...

n summore v play fool of her..

den when she turn back n look

v found out she wasn"t huiyun..

den luckly she didn"T found tat i was oso de 1 who did it to her!!!!

she onli realize ch was de one!!!

den v keep going laughed until music class is over!!

oh ya!!

i gt in to music class sharp at 2!!

huray!!!

giv myself a big clap!!!

i dunno since when i dislike me teacher so much!!

maybe is influence by ch!!!

haha...

ya..

tat it!!

ch the one who taught me bad things...

this morning!!

my dad dragged me out of my comfortable bed at 5:45!!

Oh My GOD!!!

wat happen to u,dad??

since when u change to so "responsible" to ur duty??

haha

EXAM is cuming!!

i have to get myself up n fight with the laziness

this are the list tat i"m going to study on tis weekend

Sejarah
Geografi
Kh
Science

p/s tk notes tat i will nt on9 if i could stand !!!

我受够了!!

2009-05-01T05:31:00.000-07:00

今天天很黑暗
无论我开了多少灯
我的心还是比天更暗

我和自己说过
忍耐吧！！
或许是我想太多
可是，
往往我的第六感总是那么的强

我已经一只眼开一只眼关
难道你真的要逼我吗？
我为了迁就你
勉强我自己去不管
可是
请你做人也不要太过分
好吗？？

我不是斗不过你
只是
我懂得“大事化小，小事化无”
可是
你会体会吗??
你是那个每天都待上面具的人!!!
而在别人面前
更爱演戏

要不是为了那个原因
我根本不会陪你演下去!!!

所以!!
请不要踩到去我的极限!!!

JACKYYY!!!

2009-05-01T05:12:00.000-07:00

my beloved!!!
i luv u!!!!
JACKY

u noe who is it??
tat my doggy!!!
i luv is sooooooooooooom much!!!!
haha
he now laying on the floor waiting too eat...
poor guys..
so long oso cann"T eat!!!!
mum!!
55 giv him food!!!

BAlik lu~~

2009-04-30T05:24:00.000-07:00

1st!!
i ned to apologize
for didn"t post for a long time..
well...
i"m lazy n exam is CUMING!!!

i have reason tat y i dun post!!!!
1st!!!

ntg to write on it
i have to concentrate on my study
i"m lazy
i wanted to post my pic but unfortunately i unable to find my cable!!

i"m stress!!!
cause i"M haven"t finished my studies..
n it stil gt 2 weeks to go on!!!
i jus onli finished my Science , sj(half -half) , n a little bit of GG!!!
haiz!!!

i"m bak....

2009-04-19T04:57:00.000-07:00

haha...
finally bak..
another tired trip..
upload photo later..
playing pets..
tel u more on 2moro...
kk???

tired monday

2009-04-13T07:26:00.000-07:00

dunno...
i feel tired when i have to go to skol on monday....
i hate go to skol..
feel tired and unwanted to go..
but no point..
force by ppl...

go skol for study..
study for exam
exam for PMR
PMR for SPM
SPM for UNIVERSITY
UNIVERSITY for a better job
better job for a better life
better life for a better children
better children for a better ME

tis is my life btw... nvm..
use to it...